Des:After my father passed away, I was raised surrounded by a kind and beautiful mother. I have never felt lonely. That kind of mother is the ideal woman for me. My beloved mother...I never expected a day like this to come... ``My mother is remarrying. I ended up living with a man without being accepted, and a feeling of unease that I had never felt before occupied his head, and it eroded all the way to my crotch. And when I realized that it was a desire, I was attacking my beloved mother...