Des:I knew this was going to happen from the first time I saw it, or even felt its presence. I am over 40 years old and have not had a relationship with a woman. I have wanted a daughter for a long time. But at this age, that doesn’t happen… If it doesn’t happen, then so be it. This sentence pushed me back. I have no regrets. Even if I get caught, I have something I want. My beautiful heart is black and dirty with my desires…